櫻花妹

HOLGA 啦啦隊 宮崎葵 天龍特攻隊 iphone 

內有催淚彈,慎入=.=*
昨天的報導不知道為什麼都很悲情泰國人民暴動死了人ˋ西藏青年痛苦的嘶吼著要人權ˋ孕婦9個月猝死等等最讓我飆淚的新聞則是東森報導的一首歌歌名叫做"手紙 ～親愛??子供???～"(台譯:給親愛子女的一封信)本來這是流傳在網路上一封十分感人的轉寄信這是一封失智老人寫給子女的信,沒有華麗的辭藻,平淡的幾句話卻讓我看一次哭一次難怪?口了一會把他寫成歌....以下歌詞感謝台灣論壇克立爾大大的協助年老父親對兒女所講的一番話A speech spoken to a daughter by an elderly father當我老了，不再是原來的我。請理解我，對我有一點耐性。When I am old and no longer myself, please understand me and have a little patience with me.當我把菜湯灑到自己的衣服上時，當我忘記怎樣繫鞋帶時,請想一想當初我是如何手把手地教你。When I spill soup onto my clothing, when I forget how to tie my shoelaces, please consider how I have taught you with your hands in mine.當我一遍又一遍地重複你早已聽膩的話語，請耐心地聽我說，不要打斷我。你小的時候，我不得不重複那個講過千百遍的故事，直到你進入夢鄉。When I reiterate to you words that you have heard many times before, please patiently listen to me and do not interrupt me. When you were young, I retold you the same story that had been told a thousand times, until you enter the dreamland.當我需要你幫我洗澡時，請不要責備我。還記得小時候我千方百計哄你洗澡的情形嗎？When I need you to help me bathe, please do not resent me. Do you remember the scenes about how I had to use different tricks to convince you to take a bath?當我對新科技和新事物不知所措時，請不要嘲笑我。想一想，當初我怎樣耐心地回答你的每一個「為什麼」。When I do not know what to do with new technology and things, please do not ridicule me. Consider how I patiently answered your every question of why?當我由於雙腿疲勞而無法行走時，請伸出你年輕有力的手攙扶我。就像你小時候學習走路時，我扶你那樣。When I cannot walk due to my tired legs, please stretch out your young and strong arms to hold and support me, like the way I held you when you were learning to walk in your early days.當我忽然忘記我們談話的主題，請給我一些時間讓我回想。其實對我來說，談論什麼並不重要，只要你能在一旁聽我說，我就很滿足。When I suddenly forget the topic of our conversation, please give me a moment to collect my thoughts. In reality, it does not matter to me what we talk about, I feel satisfy as long as you hear me by my side.當你看著老去的我，請不要悲傷。理解我、支持我，就像你剛剛開始學習如何生活時，我對你那樣。As you look at my aging self, do not feel sad. Understand me and support me, as how I treated you when you started to learn about life.當初我引導你走上人生路，如今請陪伴我走完最後的路。I guided you onto the road of life in the beginning; now please accompany me to finish walking the last stretch of my road.給我你的愛和耐心，我會抱以感激的微笑，這微笑中凝結著我對你無限的愛。Give me your love and patience, I will hold them with a grateful smile, a smile concentrated with the infinite love I have for you.


幽吐幣:http://www.youtube.com/watch?gl=JP&hl=ja&v=VIys43kR5S0我沒有失智的父母(就算他們癡呆了我頂多只會想...你們也有今天啊)但這讓我想起了我阿罵(以下有催淚彈!感情纖細者請謹慎考慮要不要往下拉)結婚前那天阿罵和婆婆一家一起去土雞城吃飯姑姑們能到我真的很開心能坐在阿罵的旁邊我更快樂只是阿罵從頭到尾緊緊的握著我的手似乎我就快要從她的手中離開我開始心酸了也緊緊的抓住阿罵的手就像阿罵在我小時候緊緊的牽著我的手過馬路去上學一樣也像跟阿罵上菜市場買菜,阿罵怕我亂跑走失ㄧ樣我多想...永遠不要鬆開緊握阿罵的這雙手入座後,姑姑幫阿罵圍上了圍巾我發現阿罵的手...快要沒辦法拿碗了飯粒湯汁ㄧ直灑出來我並不在意婆婆或誰的眼光,強硬的吞下快流出的淚,笑著跟阿罵說阿罵來這個很好吃仔細的幫她挑魚刺,放到阿罵的碗裡,並不時幫阿罵擦擦嘴ˋ擦擦手甚至我想,乾脆別嫁了,和姑姑一起到美國服伺阿罵阿罵確實是有點失智了同樣的話會問好幾遍即使旁人說的再清楚我是個很沒耐性的人,如果老勾還是朋友一直聽不清楚我說的我會怒吼但對於阿罵,每次的回答就好像第一次回答一樣就算她問我第一百次"啊你現在在做什麼工作",我也會笑著回答說,我在做汽車旅館啊!!阿罵你放心我很乖啦!小時候只要看到阿罵,就會飛奔上去抱住,並阿罵阿罵叫不停問東問西,阿罵也沒不耐煩小時候吃個東西吃到全身都是,阿罵也是一粒一粒把飯撿起來吃掉裡面每一句歌詞,寫的都是我的心聲寫的都是阿罵過去曾對我的愛,以及我願意對阿罵所做的付出只是我現在已嫁為人妻服伺阿罵的是姑姑因為姑姑有能力不然...我什麼都願意為阿罵做.我願意為阿罵徹底提高我的耐性就像小時候阿罵為了任性的我所做的一切一樣我很怕開視訊因為視訊一打開,就會看到阿罵坐在輪椅上如果我在跟姑姑講話,在旁邊的阿罵就會顯出無助的模樣我就會揪心痛阿罵此時在想什麼?如果阿罵腳還方便,是不是會先去廚房泡一杯咖啡,不用在這邊聽我跟姑姑抱怨後母的無情卑鄙?阿罵,對不起.小時候您總是跟在我身邊照顧我疼我但現在,我卻無法時時刻刻長伴左右只能在午夜夢迴時想您想到哭醒.您永遠都是我最親的親人.永遠都是我最愛的親人.如果有天...您忘記我了我會告訴您,我是您一手帶大的孫,我是全世界最愛你的人...